Tuesday, August 25, 2026

Women's Holy Disobedience: August 23

Year A, Pentecost 13                        Exodus 1:8-2:10                                  

“Now a new king arose over Egypt, who did not know Joseph.”  Some of you will remember that Joseph was young boy who was sold by his cruel brothers into slavery. He ended up in Egypt and interpreted the Pharoh’s dreams so accurately and advantageously, the Pharoh ended up giving him a great deal of power and authority.  Joseph later forgave his brothers, and his whole family settled in Egypt.  Joseph’s father was named Israel and the descendants of his family were who this new king was referring to as the Israelite people.  It’s the first time this group of people is recognized as Israelites.

Notice, the new king is not named.  Apparently the author of Exodus didn’t think his name was important.  Many have hypothesized on who this king was, but the author of Exodus didn’t name him.  What we know is that not only did he not know Joseph, he didn’t care about the story of Joseph, which is part of the reason that instead of working with the people known as Israelites, he decided to oppress them. He was threatened by a community he didn’t understand.  We see that far too often.

As a result he decided that instead of working with them, he would simply oppress them more and more until they lost their will to live.  However, that didn’t work.  The more they were oppressed, the more they multiplied and spread.  Since oppressing the people he feared was not effective, this nameless Pharaoh came up with an even more evil plan.  He asked the midwives of the Hebrew women to kill all the male babies.  The men were more of a threat because they could join Egypt’s enemies and fight.

            It would seem that the Pharaoh should have feared the women more as they were the ones who thwarted his plan. It was the midwives who saved the day--two women named Shiphrah and Puah.  Those might not be names most of you recognize but their names are obviously important. They are named, even when the most powerful man isn’t. 

They defied the Pharaoh. Why? Because they feared God.   We don’t talk a lot about fear of God. It meant something different in this context then how we perceive it now.  It wasn’t necessarily about being afraid of what God might do.  It was about awe, reverence and respect.  We all connect with God in different ways.  When I pray, I think of Jesus, the more human and vulnerable aspect of God. But God is more than that. The God of the Old Testament had some vulnerable moments, but was mostly associated with awe, majesty and power. 

The midwives had a deep reverence for the God who created the heavens and the earth, the creator God. Because they respected this God of creation, they refused to help a corrupt king destroy God’s greatest act of creation—humans.   So when Pharoh called them before him, they simply explained that the Hebrew women just gave birth too quickly. By the time the midwife was called, it was too late.  The baby was already born and whisked away. The hilarious part of this explanation is the Pharoh obviously felt like he couldn’t argue with these women.  I mean…what did he know about childbirth? 

Later, church fathers like Augustine and Gregory the Great debated whether these women were lying.  If they were lying, then they were sinning and they were wrong to do so.   These church fathers went as far as to say that while these women were rewarded by God in this life, they would not be rewarded in the next life. About 1000 years later, Martin Luther (the man who had the courage to take on church corruption) wrote that these midwives were the model for living under the pressure of persecution because they disobeyed unjust orders.  Their lies were justified because they were meant to aid rather than injure.  Martin Luther (the great church reformer) understood more than most the courage it took to defy unjust rulers and why sometimes, it was necessary.

It wasn’t just the midwives that defied the unjust ruler’s orders.  There was also Moses’s mother.  She was rather crafty in how she defied the orders.  After the Pharoh was thwarted by the midwives, he told everyone to throw every Hebrew boy into the river. Moses’ mother carefully placed him in the river in a waterproof basket…in a place where he would likely be found.  

Another woman, the Pharaoh’s own daughter, chose compassion over cruelty when she found the baby boy in the basket.  She knew this was one of the babies who her father demanded be killed.  She defied him and drew him out of the river and raised him as her own.  At some point the Pharoh must have realized that this baby was one that he commanded be killed, but it would appear that even he could not tell his own daughter to kill a baby. It’s so much harder to oppress and kill when we don’t know the people who we are oppressing. 

What is interesting is that we hear no more of the Pharoh’s plan to kill the Hebrew boys.  For all we know, he gave up the plan because of the courage of the midwives, the sacrifice of a mother and the compassion of a daughter.  They all defied power in a different way and it changed history.  This is not to say that the Pharaoh was defeated in that moment.  He wasn’t. He continued to enslave the Hebrew people.  But he didn’t’ succeed in killing a whole generation of Hebrew boys.  Moses lived and went on to defy Pharaoh in a public and dramatic way.  He freed the Hebrew people. That would only be decades later.  As we know, change takes time.  Civil disobedience can be a very effective tool, but it’s not always the most efficient tool.

What we see from this reading is that practice of civil disobedience has Biblical precedence that goes back thousands of years, long before Jesus was killed by the Roman government, long before the Civil Rights movement.  There are political leaders today who eagerly quote Romans 13 which says, “Let every person be subject to the governing authorities; for there is no authority except from God, and those authorities that exist have been instituted by God. Therefore whoever resists authority resists what God has appointed...”  Current political leaders like to use this line to show that loyalty to the government is our Christian duty. 

The thing we have to remember is that Paul was writing to a community in Rome…people living in one of the most powerful empires of all time.  He was mindful of what could happen when a faith community appeared to oppose the government itself and he discouraged that kind of wholesale opposition.  Yet we can see from our reading in Romans today, which is the chapter right before Paul encourages people to be subject to the governing authorities, he tells people, “not to be conformed to this world.”  That is the tricky position we are in as Christians.  We have to exist in this world and be responsible citizens, but we also can’t be conformed to the world. That means that like the midwives and the Pharaoh’s daughter we must try to discern not just what we think is best, but discern the will of a loving and compassionate God.

You might note that in this entire reading from Exodus, the only time that God directly intervenes is to reward the midwives who refused to follow Pharaoh’s orders.  That would appear to be very limited involvement.  Sometimes we are tempted to look around and observe whatever injustice might be currently plaguing our nation or world and wonder, where is God in this? When is God going to step in and fix this mess? In those moments, we would be wise to remember, that God works through us, the people of God.  God will inspire us, support us, maybe even reward us, but it’s up to us to do the work that requires compassion, love and sometimes a degree of disobedience.



Faint Heart: August 9

 Year A, Pentecost 11                            Matthew 14:22-33                                 

          You of little faith.  I have always struggled with that phrase when I see it in the Gospel of Matthew.   Matthew uses some variation of that phrase five times.  The other three Gospels (in total) use it once.  What annoys me about the use of this phrase, is that it’s often in the context of a few verses that I really love.  Then Jesus just ruins the moment by reminding the disciples (and us) of how little faith we have. 

The interesting thing about the use of this phrase is that it’s always used with the apostles. It’s never the Pharisees or the scribes—those who Jesus tends to be a little critical of. It’s the apostles with whom Jesus uses this phrase.  These are the men that Jesus chose to be closest to him and then carry on his message after he Jesus ascended to heaven.  Two of the times, this phrase was directed at Peter…the man he would refer to as the rock on which he would build his church.  Jesus called Peter the rock in chapter 16, only 10 verses after he had referred to the apostles as having little faith for the 5th time. It just doesn’t make sense to me.  The context is all wrong.

          Here is what I am wondering, what if “a little faith” is enough? What if Jesus isn’t castigating his chosen apostles for not having enough faith, instead he’s saying, “you’ve got a little, and that might just be enough.” There a book called “The Message.” It’s not a translation of the Bible as much as it’s an interpretation that is supposed to help us hear the words a little differently. Sometimes I read this version, because the work was done by a scholar and pastor, using the original Hebrew and Greek texts, but it’s more accessible.  Anyhow, instead of Jesus saying, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?”  Jesus says, “Faint heart, what got into you?” That makes more sense to me.  Because it was never about Peter’s ability to believe.  It was never about the amount of faith he had.  It was about where the faith was placed—with whom his faith was placed.

          When the apostles saw Jesus walking across that choppy water, they were confused and afraid, which is understandable.  He said, “Take heart, it is I, do not be afraid.”  The more literal translation here is, “Take heart, I am…”  The phrase “I am” is the name of God.  In that moment, he was not just saying, “It’s me Jesus.”  He was saying, “I am the one true God.”  The use of the phrase “I am” is especially important in the Gospels, because it connects Jesus to the God of the Hebrew Scriptures.  It’s the way that God identified Godself to Moses in the Book of Exodus.  In saying that, Jesus was revealing who he really was.

Peter knew in that moment that not only did it mean that Jesus could walk on water, but his command alone would give him (a mere mortal) the ability to walk on water.  Peter didn’t suddenly have this crazy belief that he too could walk on water.  He was so convicted of the power of Jesus which meant that Jesus’ command would enable him to walk on water.  That is what gave him the courage to get out of that boat.  It wasn’t faith in his own ability, it was faith in Jesus.

Can you imagine the courage that would have required just to step out of a boat in the middle of a storm? The apostles were already terrified because the boat was being battered by waves in the dark.  Peter left the relative safety of the boat to walk through the very water that was the source of the fear.  It would be like driving on the Schuykill at rush hour at night and then deciding to get out and walk through the traffic.  Peter was able to get out of the boat because he had put his trust in Jesus. 

When he started to sink, it wasn’t that he stopped believing in Jesus.  It’s not that he suddenly became plagued by doubt.  It was just that he wasn’t sure if he could keep going.  You see, if he had stopped believing, he would not have called out of Jesus to save him.  He knew that he wasn’t in control, but neither was the storm.  It was Jesus who was in control and it was Jesus who saved him.  “Faint heart, what got into you?”  Who knows what the answer to that question is.  It could have been the waves.  Maybe he suddenly felt the water and it was cold.  Maybe he thought, ok, I am walking on water, now what?

          Have you ever been there?  You are feeling pretty good, like maybe you have just figured this “how to be a grown up thing” and then something happens.  It could be major, it could be just a feeling, a build up of anxiety or worry. Then you think, now what? Where do I go from here?”  Sometimes those moments pass.  Occasionally those moments turn into much longer periods and can be paralyzing.  In those moments, Jesus asks us: Faint heart, what got into you?

          If you have heard enough of my sermons, I hope you will know that I am not the kind of preacher who tries to make Jesus’ words more palatable.  I am always talking about how hard it is to be a Christian. We have to put effort into our relationship with God, just like we have to put effort into any relationship that matters.  There were times that the apostles let Jesus down. There were times he reprimanded him, but it wasn’t in these moments of fear and panic.  It wasn’t when they were putting their faith in him and taking risks.  Those were the moments that Jesus reached out and said, “Do not be afraid…”  A few weeks ago I talked about how the Apostle Paul talks about weakness.  In Paul’s letter to the Corinthians, he quotes God as saying, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Jesus encourages us to acknowledge our weakness because it gives us an opportunity to depend more heavily on God.

          There are so many times in life when we forget that God is in charge, when we think we can just put our head down and power through whatever we are facing.  Sometimes it’s when we feel we are at our strongest when we become faint hearted and we forget the one who saves us every single time.  But the good news is that no matter how far you might sink, no matter how bad the storm gets, all you have to do is call out to Jesus.  “Lord, save me.”  Jesus won’t reprimand you. He will pull you up and then ask you, “Faint heart, what got into you?” Again, that’s not a reprimand, it’s an opportunity to remind that you aren’t in control and maybe this is a time to consider where you are in relation to God. As long as you have that connection to God, it doesn’t matter how meager your faith may be…it’s always enough. God’s grace is always sufficient.

God is in the Struggle: August 2, 2026

 Year A, Pentecost 8                            Genesis 32:22-31                                                  

          I once read (and have no way of proving this) that this story from Genesis is one of the most frequently preached stories in all of Genesis.    That is just one book of the Bible, so perhaps that is not very impressive to you.  But Genesis is full of awesome stories.  You have the creation of the world, Adam and Eve, Noah and the Ark, the Tower of Babel, Abraham and Sarah, Joseph and the coat of many colors (they even made that into a musical)… So what is it about this text that attracts so many preachers and commentators?   I cannot speak for every preacher in the world, but there is something mysterious and wild in the text.  We all love a good mystery and this story has a couple mysterious elements.

          The first mystery is who Jacob is wrestling.  It’s so mysterious that most of us do not even realize that it is a mystery.  Most Bibles provide handy subtitles which make it very clear that this is an angel or God, or both.   What we sometimes forget is that subtitles were not in the original text.  Some translator just added them so we could find things more easily.  The text really just says that it is a man.  Many infer that it was God or an angel because Jacob commented at the end, “For I have seen God face to face and yet my life is preserved.”  Because of that, it seems like a safe assumption that Jacob was wrestling God.  However, some struggle with the idea of Jacob wrestling God because it sounds… ridiculous.  Why would God wrestle someone?  And if God did, I don’t think the other person would last very long.  This is God…all powerful God.  What human could possibly contend with that? 

          That brings us to the next mystery: who won?  Some conclude that Jacob won because the mysterious wrestler asked Jacob to let him go and Jacob was in a position to demand a blessing.  If this is true, then it would be really hard to believe that the wrestler was God.  It’s one thing to think that God might wrestle a human, but to lose to a human…that’s just too much.  However, others contend that the stranger won because Jacob walked away with a limp.  Also, the wrestler named Jacob, and naming someone often implies having power over that person.

          Here’s my theory on both mysteries.  Jacob was wrestling God and there was no winner or loser.  That was not what this match was about.   This match was about a couple of things.  We learn something of the character of God.  Our God is a God willing to get down in the dirt with us, to struggle with us in very real and concrete ways.  God is even willing to let us be a part of that struggle.  Sure God could have pinned Jacob in less than a second, but that would not have taught Jacob very much about himself or his relationship with God.

          Let’s consider the context for a moment.  So far in the story of Jacob, he has been a bit of a twerp.  He cheated his brother and lied to his father.  Instead of facing either of them, he ran away.  When he ran, God provided for him, and Jacob agreed to follow the one true God as long as God continued to provide for Jacob.  It was a provisional acceptance.  Jacob found two wives and did pretty well for himself.  He became quite prosperous.  He decided it was finally time to return home, but realized that he would encounter his brother, who was out for blood when he last saw him.  Right before our story for today, Jacob had sent people ahead of him to try to bribe his brother so that his brother might spare him.  It would be a stretch to say that things had been easy for Jacob, but he seemed to consistently come out ahead without  having to sacrifice much.   His relationship with God was one of give and take.  God gave and he took. 

          The wrestling match changed that.  God was no longer at a distance.  God was there trying to wrestle him to the ground.   There was no easy way out.  Even so, Jacob remained true to his nature and demanded a blessing.  God would not give him the blessing until Jacob provided him with not only his name, but his truth.  The name Jacob literally means heel.  When he came out of the womb, he was grasping the heel of his brother Esau.  When Jacob revealed his name to his opponent, he was telling more than his name, he was telling his past which was rather shameful.  God would not allow Jacob to be defined by his past.  This match meant that the sins of the past would no longer define Jacob because God would not just provide a blessing, God provided a new identity.  The name God gave Jacob was Israel, which means, “You have striven with God and with humans, and have prevailed.”  One commentator summarized that as “scrapper with God.” [1] That sounds a lot better than heel!

          The last sentence of our reading for today is: “The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel limping because of his hip.”  The limp was a result of God dislocating his hip during the all night wrestling match.  It was a small price to pay for a new identity and a more profound understanding of God, but it was still a price.

 I think it’s easy to forget that being a Christian is not an easy path.  It is not the path of least resistance.  We all know that life comes full of struggles.  Those struggles can leave us with physical and emotional scars. Some of those scars are related to our religion.  There are people who have been have been hurt by Churches, church leaders, or even well meaning Christians who are misguided.  That’s an important topic, but not what I am talking about here. 

What I am talking about today are the times when our faith/our belief system means that we have to do the hard thing, or make a sacrifice that other people might not be making.  It might mean we stand up to someone who has said things that are disrespectful or cruel, and we pay a price.  It might mean that we sacrifice some comfort that has insulated us from the pain of our world.   Even coming to church on a Sunday morning is a small sacrifice of your time. Sometimes those hard things we do or experience leave us wounded or extraordinarily weary.  We can resent those wounds or fatigue, or we can consider the way that Jacob’s wrestling match with God left him with a limp, but also renewed commitment to his God and his family. 

We worship a transcendent and all powerful God.  But we also worship a God who was born to a young, poor and unmarried woman and was crucified on a cross with criminals.  We worship a God…we are loved by a God who is willing to get down in the dirt and the grime with us and stay with us, until the struggle is over.  While the struggle is never over in this life, God never leaves us alone in the struggle.



[1] Bruggemann p. 427