Friday, March 30, 2018

Maundy Thursday: March 29, 2018

John 13:1-17, 31b-35                                               

            For many years the pope of the Roman Catholic Church has been washing feet on Maundy Thursday. Before 2013, the mass was held in St Peter's basilica or the basilica of St John.  However, in 2013 a recently consecrated Pope Francis washed the feet of 12 teenagers in a juvenile prison. Previous popes typically washed the feet of clergy.  Since Pope Francis was elected, he has washed feet in prisons, a center for asylum seekers, and a home for the elderly and disabled.  This year, he will once again wash the feet of 12 men in a maximum security prison. 

            Pope Francis has been determined to wash the feet of people of different faiths, genders, and ethnicities. In these 5 years, he has washed the feet of convicted felons, women (which was previously unheard of), Catholics, Orthodox Christians, Evangelicals, Muslims, a Buddhist and a Hindu person. For the pope, the symbolic act of foot washing is not merely an act of humility, it is an act of love and bringing people together. 

            If you look at the verses we read for the Gospel reading, you will see that there is a huge part that is skipped over.  We go from verse 17 to verse 31. We go from Jesus washing the feet of his disciples and telling them to do likewise to the verses about Jesus being glorified and then the love commandment, “Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another.”  It’s a sweet gesture, washing the feet of his 12 disciples, his inner circle.  It was gesture of humility and love.  No one likes to wash feet, so it is nice that he would do this for his friends.  If we did not read verses 17 to 31, we could leave it at that, a nice gesture by Jesus for his friends.

            However, if you read those middle verses, this symbolic act becomes much more radical.  In these verses Jesus told the disciples that one of them will betray him.  He told them by saying, “It is the one to whom I give this piece of bread…” It was Judas, the man whose feet he had just washed, the man with whom he had shared a meal. 

            When Jesus confronted Judas, Judas left to accept the bribe and betray his friend.  It was only after that confrontation when Jesus told his disciples, “Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another.”  Right after that command, he told Peter that he would deny him.  These are the bookends of this commandment to love one another, one friend who will betray him and one who will deny him. 

            What Jesus was showing was that despite what these 2 men would do…Jesus would still love them.  Even knowing what would happen—that one would betray, one deny and the rest abandon him—he still washed their feet and told them he loved them. That is what makes this more than a sweet and sentimental gesture.  This is not just about how we treat our friends and family.  It is about how we treat the people who have hurt and betrayed us. 

            In 1981, Pope John Paul II was shot 4 times.  The man was arrested and the pope not only forgave him, he visited him in prison. He then advocated for his release many years later. The would-be assassin left prison in 2010 and made news when he visited the grave of the late pope and left flowers.   That is an extreme example of loving those who have hurt us, but it’s a pretty good example. 

            While most of us have not been shot or turned in to the police for crimes we did not commit, we all know what it is to be betrayed or abandoned.  We all know what it feels like when someone we love says one thing and acts in an entirely different way.  Imagine what it would feel like to wash their feet, or maybe just look them in the eye and smile. 

            At another church I served, I had someone who yelled at me after the service.  He really yelled and did it in front of other people.  I knew it had nothing to do with me. It was something else going on in his life, but it hurt me and made me angry.  The next week he came up for communion and I thought “please don’t let him be on my side of the rail”---but he was of course because God likes to challenge us.  I would like to tell you that I gave him communion and my hurt and angry feelings just went away.  But they didn’t.  I was still mad.  But I smiled and I kept smiling.  It took a couple weeks, maybe even more, but eventually those smiles became genuine and I got over it. 

            That’s the thing about symbolic gestures, they don’t always represent exactly what is going on inside of us, but they do represent what we hope will happen, what we hope we will become.  If we continue to try, eventually the symbolic gesture becomes more than a gesture. It becomes real.  Jesus was upset with Judas. He called him out in front of the disciples.  He did the same thing with Peter. But he still shared the meal. He still washed their feet. 

             
            We do more than foot washing at this service.  As we do every Sunday, we read the confession together.  Typically before launching into the confession, I like to give a moment for everyone to silently consider the sins they have committed. Tonight I will give us all a little longer to consider what sins are keeping us from loving people.  Then we will share communion together. We will crowd around the altar in this rather tight space and we will accept the gift that God has given us, the same gift that he gave his disciples, a love that knows no boundaries, a love that is meant to unite instead of divide.  

            After that, the altar and this whole chancel area will be stripped.  It will be laid bare, which is what we are all trying to do before God.  Then finally when you leave, I encourage you to drop a coin in one of the buckets.  The coin represents a way we have betrayed, denied or abandoned God.  When we drop the coin, we leave that sin behind and we journey toward Easter with the knowledge that we have moved this much closer to loving others as God loves each one of us.

Monday, March 19, 2018

You Know God: March 18, 2018

Year B, Lent 5                                                
Jeremiah 31:31-36                                                     

            Recently, there have been a lot of studies about whether humans are predisposed to believe in some kind of higher power. Some of these studies use information based on brain scans.  Other studies research the beliefs of children or other controlled groups.  What many of these studies have concluded is that we are hard wired to believe in something bigger than ourselves.  What people have noted is that every culture, no matter how isolated it may be, develops some kind of religion that they adhere to. 

Many people will hear this theory and use it as a critique of religious beliefs.  Their contention is that we believe because we need to believe, not necessarily because it’s true.  Yet when I consider how and why we are hardwired to believe, I think it provides proof of the existence of God.  We are created to believe.  It’s our default setting. God created us this way so we could have a relationship with him, so that not believing would be against our very nature. 

            Jeremiah is known as “the weeping prophet” as so much of this book is kind of depressing.  He spends the majority of the first 30 chapters warning the Hebrew people that they need to repent or be punished. Their punishment will come in the form of a mass deportation.  Babylon will invade and the majority of the Hebrew people will be sent into exile. Since we know that the people were exiled, it would appear that they did not heed the warnings of Jeremiah, which was pretty much the norm at this time and our time as well. 

Beginning with chapter 30, we have a brief reprieve from the weeping and reprimanding.  In these few chapters, Jeremiah tells the people that the days are coming when the Lord will make a new covenant and he will forgive their sins—not only forgive them, he will forget their sins.  That is an important distinction because it means that God is wiping the slate clean.  There will be no memories of wrong doing. I have always wished I could forget the things I have done wrong or wrongs that have been done to me. Alas…as humans, we can’t force ourselves to forget things.  God can’t force us to forget things.  God can choose to forget our sins, which is an incredible gift.  That is what God has given to his people.

He also gave them something else, a new way to experience God’s law. Jeremiah wrote that when this new day arrived the law of the Lord would not be written on stone tablets, it would be written on their hearts.  It would be seared into their very being.  While God can choose to forget the sins of his people, the people will never be able to forget the law of the Lord.

            Now when we think of law, it normally does not give us warm and fuzzy feelings.  We perceive law as something that is imposed upon us. We follow laws because we have to and we will get punished if we do not. At the time Jeremiah was writing, some people perceived God’s law like this.  Many of us still do. But that was never God’s intention (at least not that I know of). 

Thus when Jeremiah says that the Lord will establish a new covenant, it’s not new in regards to the content.  It’s not like God said, “Forget those 10 pesky commandments and that whole love God and your neighbor thing—we are trying something new.”  No.  The laws are essentially the same, but God was asking that people obey the laws not out of fear, but out of love for God.   That is a huge transition to make.  God knew that, which is why he said: “I will put my law within them, and I will write it on their hearts; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.”  God was telling them and God is telling us that his love and his laws are now inscribed on our hearts.  It is not some outside force coming and telling us how to act and what to believe, it is part of who we are.  It is a good part of who we are.   

I am not a scientist, so take this for what it is worth.  Here’s my theory: what if that predisposition to believing in God is connected to this idea of God’s laws inscribed on our hearts?  God knows that humans are a little weak at times and fickle a lot of the time.  Thus when we were created, he inscribed his law on our hearts so that even those who know nothing of Christ or any organized religion walk through life with this feeling, this desire for more meaning in their life.

We see it all the time.  I heard someone describe Soulcycle as their religion.  If you do not know what it is, it’s a trendy exercise class where everyone gets in a dark room and rides on a stationary bike. There is loud music and someone screaming at you to try harder, to be better, to not give up.  It’s called Soulcycle, which is not exactly subtle.  It is clear what they are trying to accomplish. I go to a yoga class every week where the instructor gives us lessons on how to find meaning in our lives.  She quotes all kinds of gurus and the people in the class love it….because that might be the only time in the week when they find a deeper connection and meaning. 

We are hardwired to believe.  God created us to want to believe.  If we were to visualize the law written on our heart, it wouldn’t be a long list of rules.  It would say something like, “Love the Lord, your God with all your heart, mind and soul and love your neighbor as yourselves.”  God has written that law on our hearts.  We know God.  Deep down in each one of us, we know God.  However, that does not mean we are off the hook.  I know that eating a bunch of chocolate is bad for me. But that knowledge only helps if I actually resist the chocolate.  We know God.  That is the gift that God has given us all.  The gift that we give to God, is to act in a way that proves that we know God. 

One commentator wrote that “We talk about God like God is not in the room.”  As someone who spends a lot of time talking about God, that really got my attention.  It made me wonder if I would speak differently if I sensed God in the room. I feel pretty confident that I would act differently if I sensed his presence in a tangible way.  We talk about what it is to know God.  We talk about God’s presence with us.  But I worry that we have made God too abstract.  God’s intention was never to be part of a belief system. God’s intention has always been to be part of who we are.  He has written his law of love on our hearts.  He’s here, within each one of us.  

Our world is a scary place right now. Perhaps it always has been. But I find hope in the knowledge that God has carved out a spot in every human on this planet.  It is up to us as Christians not only to act in a way that reflects that law inscribed in our hearts, but be witnesses to God’s presence in other people, in every person.  We know God.  That is the gift that God has given us all.  The gift that we give to God, is to act in a way that reflects that knowledge.


Above quote from Karoline Lewis  http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=5114