Sunday, May 28, 2023

Bold Worship: May 28, 2023

 Year A, Pentecost                                           Acts 2:1-21                                                                           

            It started as a simple chapel service at Asbury University on Feb 8th, where the assistant soccer coach preached a sermon on Romans 12.  After he left the worship service he texted his wife and told her that the sermon was a “total stinker.”  He left, but about 20 students stayed to pray.  Some left, but more joined.  This turned into an 11 day non-stop worship service.    Asbury University is a Christian school in the town of Wilmore Kentucky, which has a population of 6,000. This 11 day worship service attracted tens of thousands of people.  At one time, there was a line ½ mile long to get into the university’s chapel.

            One of the things that enabled word to spread about this 11 day worship service was social medial platforms like Tiktok.  People came from across the country to witness what was happening.  It was on virtually every news outlet in print, online and on TV.  Many who learned about it were thrilled.  Given the constant news that we read and hear which tells us that young people, especially Generation Z, is moving away from faith and religion, it was inspiring and heart warming to see so many young people in one place lost in worship.  And if you look at the pictures of where they were worshipping, it’s a traditional church.  There weren’t big screens or flashy effects.  They had a band, but it wasn’t anything outrageous.  All in in all, it was traditional worship with singing, praying, preaching and testimonies.  

            Yet as you can imagine, there was also a fair share of naysayers, people who were skeptical.  This was not just coming from people who were not religious. It was coming from Episcopalians, Lutherans, Presbyterians…those of us who are a little more skeptical of worship that seems unstructured and spontaneous.  Many people decided that anything that reeks of a revival must be contrived.  People said it was emotional and spiritual manipulation. 

However, there was no money being made, no flashy celebrity preachers.  Once the administration of the school got organized, they decided not to let big name pastors and musicians come in and take over. They explicitly said, “There are no celebrities here, no superstars, except Jesus.”  Still the criticism came from all sides.  There were countless articles and blogs on how we could determine whether this was a real experience of God.  Could we only know based on what the outcome was---OR---is it about how it transformed the hearts and minds of those who attended?

            This all happened in February of this year.  I read a bit about it when it was happening, but hadn’t really thought about it much since.  However, as I was reading this lesson from Acts, I found some interesting similarities.   First of all, both of these outpourings of the spirit started because people were already gathered in a place, ready and willing to worship God.  The students were at a chapel service.   The disciples were gathered in prayer.  There was also a large group who had collected in Jerusalem, apparently right around where the disciples were.  These people were Jews from many different nations, who had come together for their own holy feast, the Jewish feast of Pentecost (we took their name.) In the Jewish faith, Pentecost marks the end of the spring harvest.  It was when people came together to present the first fruits of the harvest.  It was a time to praise God and show gratitude for all God had given. 

            The other similarity is the reaction that this spontaneous worship received.  In the Acts story of Pentecost, onlookers accused the disciples of being drunk on wine.  Peter had to start his speech by saying, “Indeed, these are not drunk as you suppose, for it’s only 9am in the morning.”   What a way to start a sermon.  No one accused the students at Asbury and those who eventually joined of being drunk.  But they were accused of spiritual and emotional manipulation.  People assumed their worship couldn’t possibly be genuine…that we would only know if it was a real revival if lives and communities were transformed.  I would love to know who gets to make that determination.

            Comparing these two events, 2,000 years apart, it makes me realize that it  doesn’t matter how you worship, someone is going to accuse you of not being genuine.  When Episcopalians go visit a church with screens and bands, they often will call it a performance.  When those who are not accustomed to traditional liturgy observe our worship, they see the liturgy as performative.  They observe us reading words out of our Book of Common Prayer or our service leaflet and conclude that we cannot possibly mean what we are saying because we are reading instead of praying from the heart.

It doesn’t matter what way we worship, someone somewhere will judge us.  It’s been happening for millennia and it will continue to happen.  Sometimes I think that awareness inhibits us from talking to others about our faith.  God forbid someone calls us a hypocrite.  God forbid someone thinks that we don’t know exactly what we are talking about.  Here’s how I think that we can know the Spirit was present at Asbury University 4 months ago and in Jerusalem 2000 years ago— they didn’t let the critics stop them.  They let the spirit dictate how they were worshiping, how long they were worshipping and in the case of Acts, what they sounded like when they worshipped.

We have been hearing about the Holy Spirit for a few weeks in our readings and I spoke about it in a two sermons.  In one I said that I wasn’t sure how I felt about the images that we use on Pentecost—images like fire and wind.  Because when Jesus described the Holy Spirit, it was by saying that it abided with us, it stayed with us, the people of God.  And wind and fire…they don’t usually stick around. 

However, I think there is a place for a Holy Spirit that presents itself with wind and fire. Why? Because, it’s public.  It’s in your face.  It’s unavoidable.  We love our subtle evangelism in the Episcopal Church.  We love to say that we don’t have to talk about faith because we let our actions show how and what we believe.  Actions are important.  But the thing about Pentecost Sunday is that it was all about a very public display of faith that came in words that all who attended could understand.  That is how the Holy Spirit showed up---with wind, fire, words, comprehension and then a sermon that summed it all up. 

Where will that wind and fire take you? I hope that it will give us all some boldness, not only in action, but in speech, that we need not be ashamed of who we worship, or how we worship—that we need not  be ashamed of how Christian we are or are not—that instead we can hold on to that Holy Spirit that abides with us and gives us strength…but that we can also  let the flames and winds of Pentecost embolden us as they did the first disciples and converts—that the wind might propel us out into our neighborhoods and workplaces so that we can be the Christians (in word and action) that God has called us to be.  Where will the wind and fire take you?  I don’t know?  I hope it takes you somewhere that needs God’s love and passion and then brings you back to be fed by the Holy Spirit once more.

Thursday, May 18, 2023

The Holy Spirit is Super Glue: May 14, 2023

 Year A, Easter 6                                              John 14:15-21                                                               

            In one church I served, we had a dayschool and every week we had chapel for the 2-5 year olds.  It was tricky coming up with a way to teach the Bible to 2-5 year olds. I stuck with the Bible stories we often tell children—the parting of the Red Sea, the various miracles, and we sang “This little light of mine” frequently.  I shared this ministry with the rector.  One day I walked in to chapel and saw her with a flip chart and a diagram of the Trinity.  She was focusing on the Holy Spirit, but felt she needed to cover the Trinity in doing so. And while I still can’t help but laugh when I remember this flip chart and her effort to teach the Holy Spirit to this age group, I also have to give her a lot credit for trying to demonstrate it visually.  She knew that kids need visuals even more than adults.  And for all I know, a child’s mind might indeed understand the Holy Spirit more than adult’s mind.  But it also reminded me of how incredibly hard it is to explain the Holy Spirit.  And yet still, I am going to try to do it…

            Our reading today covers a small portion of what we call the farewell discourse.  Last week we heard the very first part, but it goes on for several chapters.  It’s called the farewell discourse because that sounds a lot better than, “the Long Goodbye.”  As I said last week, Jesus was trying to prepare his disciples for his death and resurrection and even their resurrection.  In doing so, he was preparing them for a life without him, or at least the bodily form of him—how they could carry on.  Not just carry on with their lives, but the message of Jesus as well.

            Over the course of this farewell, there are moments when Jesus was profoundly clear and moments when he was profoundly confusing.  What we hear today is a bit of a mix.  I want to focus on the very first part, which also happens to be the simplest part.  “I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Advocate, to be with you forever.  This is the Spirit of truth…You know him, because he abides with you, and he will be in you.”

The farewell discourse goes on for 3 chapters in the Gospel of John.  In our Gospel, it is presented as a very long speech…thus called a discourse.   However, it probably  wasn’t a long speech as much as it was a collection of sayings that Jesus provided for his disciples over a longer period of time.  Over the course of chapters 14 and 15, Jesus described the Holy Spirit, by describing the actions of the Holy Spirit.  The Holy Spirit will teach, remind, testify about Jesus and abide with the disciples. 

As we hear in this text today, this is the Spirit of truth.  Remember Jesus, just said, “I am the way, the truth and life.”  Having the Spirit of truth with them was another way to be connected to Jesus.  This is the Spirit that will sustain the disciples after Jesus has ascended to heaven.  This is the Spirit that abides with them, stays with them.

We don’t talk about the Holy Spirit much in the Episcopal Church, not unless it’s Pentecost.  And I think one of the reasons we don’t talk much about the Holy Spirit is because the Holy Spirit doesn’t have direct words for us that are laid out in the Bible.  The Holy Spirit is present throughout the Bible, but that presence comes in different forms and is thus more subtle. God the Father and God the Son both speak to us through the words of the Bible, but the Holy Spirit never actually speaks. 

In the Episcopal Church, we love words.  We worship using the Book of Common Prayer that was written over 500 years ago and has been honed over the centuries.  We don’t talk about the Holy Spirit because the Holy Spirit doesn’t speak to us in words, at least not words that have been recorded.  It speaks to us in action. 

The hardest part of losing someone, whether it is to death or something else, is the feeling of abandonment.  Jesus wanted to remove the sting of death, by removing that sense of abandonment. And he could do that, because he was Jesus.  He could do that because he was and is part of the Holy Trinity.  The Holy Spirit is about action, but to some extent it’s about inaction…it’s about what it doesn’t do.  The Holy Spirit never leaves us.

The primary time we talk about the Holy Spirit is Pentecost and that is a moment of drama.  There is wind and fire.  The Spirit descends in a way that the disciples cannot ignore.  Yet I have never particularly liked that description because it’s so beyond our experience.  It happened once and never happened again. Perhaps (and forgive me for disagreeing with centuries of tradition) it would be better if we talked about the Holy Spirit who doesn’t descend with fire and change the way everyone talks.  Instead, let’s talk about the Holy Spirit who refuses to abandon us…whose primary purpose is to be the very presence of Jesus Christ. 

When we picture the Holy Spirit, it’s with a dove, fire or wind.  Doves fly away. Fires burn and fade.  Wind sweeps through an area and then moves on.  Yet the word that Jesus uses for Holy Spirit is abide.  The Holy Spirit is like the super glue that we can never get unstuck. Have you ever gotten super glue on your body? That stuff will pull off your skin.  You need heavy chemicals to get that off.  But if you want to fix something, if you want to ensure that something sticks, well that is what you use. You can depend on super glue.

That is what I want and need from God, a God who I can depend on.  A God who will never leave my side, not even when I try my darndest to get rid of God, to ignore God…that God will never leave our side.  And that…that is the God I want and need.  I think that is the God that we all need.   Jesus told his disciples, “I will never leave you orphaned.”  Jesus promised that he would always be with us.  It’s a promise we wish we could require from so many in our lives, but it’s a promise we can only expect from Jesus.  We can expect it because it was a promise and Jesus…always keeps his promises.